Tuesday, November 16, 2010
boo?
--Mary HAD a little lamb--
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anata wa ......... dare?!?!?!?!?
Monday, November 15, 2010
Did something that I've been constantly telling myself not to do for god knows how long but, yes, i still went against all better judgement and went to browsing through his wall.
It didn't hurt as I thought it would. It was just weird.... *out-of-body experience*
Its really as the title of this post states, who are you? So much has changed... Or maybe it was that I never knew you. All the past views and impressions were just thrown out.
In a sense, it is good that you have changed so radically from what I remember you as. I was obsessed with the old you, but now I know that person doesnt exist anymore. The guy that i was crazy about is gone. And now i can start to live my life normally.
Comparing how much change you've gone through I really feel that I've been so stupid to just stay in my own little world. I just realised how little I've changed since then. I'm still that girl when we broke up, mostly healed up but still something is missing....
I really want to move on, to make my own changes in life, to be a different person!! I want to stop being that person from 7 years ago!! It's been long enough, too long actually. I look at you now and think, "Is this really the guy that i fell in love with?!? wth?!?! this is the type of guy i dislike!!!"
lol. I'm not making sense... hmmm, too many feelings coming together at once. OVERLOAD!!!
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I'll stop before i get anymore confused. haha...
On a totally random note,
1. I really like Paramore =)
2. tttthhhrrrreeeeee <-- julie, if you read this, this is for you. lol, just watched it
3. SHO-CHAN!!! DAI SUKI!!!! <3 <3 <3
--Mary HAD a little lamb--
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