Thursday, July 21, 2011
If I knew then what I know now, I would have done things differently and maybe I would be in a better predicament. Life as I know it would have been infinitly better or at least an upgrade. But I didn't know. Well, maybe somehow I did but was too stubborn, foolish and/or blind to see it. All I can do now is live with these regrets and a sincere wish that they be not repeated again.
--Mary HAD a little lamb--
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Tuesday, November 16, 2010
boo?
--Mary HAD a little lamb--
00:01
anata wa ......... dare?!?!?!?!?
Monday, November 15, 2010
Did something that I've been constantly telling myself not to do for god knows how long but, yes, i still went against all better judgement and went to browsing through his wall.
It didn't hurt as I thought it would. It was just weird.... *out-of-body experience*
Its really as the title of this post states, who are you? So much has changed... Or maybe it was that I never knew you. All the past views and impressions were just thrown out.
In a sense, it is good that you have changed so radically from what I remember you as. I was obsessed with the old you, but now I know that person doesnt exist anymore. The guy that i was crazy about is gone. And now i can start to live my life normally.
Comparing how much change you've gone through I really feel that I've been so stupid to just stay in my own little world. I just realised how little I've changed since then. I'm still that girl when we broke up, mostly healed up but still something is missing....
I really want to move on, to make my own changes in life, to be a different person!! I want to stop being that person from 7 years ago!! It's been long enough, too long actually. I look at you now and think, "Is this really the guy that i fell in love with?!? wth?!?! this is the type of guy i dislike!!!"
lol. I'm not making sense... hmmm, too many feelings coming together at once. OVERLOAD!!!
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I'll stop before i get anymore confused. haha...
On a totally random note,
1. I really like Paramore =)
2. tttthhhrrrreeeeee <-- julie, if you read this, this is for you. lol, just watched it
3. SHO-CHAN!!! DAI SUKI!!!! <3 <3 <3
--Mary HAD a little lamb--
23:28
totally, completely, absolutely, without a doubt ABSURD!
Thursday, August 12, 2010
First, the gross lack of information.
Next, the annoying and verging
unbearable last minute changes confusing everybody. That coupled with the disgusting working conditions at the site itself.
I already work less days than most, you just had to cut down MY schedule. So much for earning a little more to pay for my school fees. THANK YOU! (asshole...)
As if things were not bad enough for me, as if i wasn't at a more disadvantaged position, now you want me to bring home the FUCKING
walkie talkie and charge the BLOODY thing?!?!?!?! Dude!! I'm only being paid $6.50/hr!! What else do you want me to do??? Pay for the
FRICKIN' taxi they take?!?!?!?
You screw up in planning. Again in the distribution of information and now this?!?!?
I'm so pissed of now there are no words... even if there are, it'll probably make a hardcore biker dude sound like a
frickin' saint.
--Mary HAD a little lamb--
16:36
unnamed....
Wednesday, August 11, 2010
what do you do when life gives you the short end of the stick?? take the
f-ing stick and beat the shit out of the guy!!!
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joking!!
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well, in my current situation, there isnt much i can do~ Argh!!! annoyed... The one thing i can do is to do my best in this current situation presented to me. BLEHH~ doesn't mean i like it! [yes, im just whining like a spoilt brat. But, considering this is
MY blog, i think im entitled to do so. bleh~ "sticks out tongue"]
--Mary HAD a little lamb--
11:09
It better stay working....
Monday, September 21, 2009
yeeesss.... The bloody thing is finally working. abt time
Year two is finally starting tomorrow. For all those who have classes tmr (Julie, Gambatte!!), have a great first day. As for me, my lessons are starting this Thursday and continuing all the way through Saturday... drag...
Well, it's great that the site is finally working properly cause i can finally post some entries and upload some pics... however, it also means i have no more reason not to start updating my other webbie, my web store. Lazy-ness
--Mary HAD a little lamb--
21:49
after some technical difficulties...
Thursday, August 6, 2009
Yes, I'm finally back again after a long while. Some technical difficulties caused me to not be able to put up new stuff but that is over and done with.
Oh, and I've finally figured out how to save stuff from SketchUp in jpg. format... hee :)
Argh... Crap!!! It seems that there are still some technical difficulities unresolved. I can't upload pictures!!! What is wrong with this thing?!?!? I'm pissed...
First I can't type cause the whole box thingy is missing now the text box thingy is there but the tool box thingy is missing... Playing hide-n-seek are we???
hmph... Micheline is feeling disgruntled.
--Mary HAD a little lamb--
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